black bodybuilders & musclemen
A shy story
I have been inspired by Larry Faye Estese's story Andrew: A short story so I thought I would write a small insight into my humble world.
Now I relise that many people in here understandably have had it a hell of a lot worse than I
OK i was born in England England was a great place but at the time my Dad needed work. An opportunity became available in Australia. Thus the decision was made to emigrate.
Now Australians attitude to ward English people was not good.
I had been in Pre school in Adelaide but due to complications with Australian governments and their mixed rules/legislation I was made to repeat grades 1 and 2.
I was terribly disappointed by this. But I had to endure it.This coloured my view of school, in general I hated school.
When I got to grade 5 Primary school I found that some so called friends took a dislike to me. I was bullied and even got into some fights. As was a small kid I usually lost these fights.
It was about this time that some suspected that I "gay" now I was lead to believe that the word gay meant happy footloose and fancy free.
From then on my life became any thing but happy. The bullying continued into high school and gradually became more cruel, more viscous.
I was beaten up on more occasions than I care to remember. I generally walked to school as the ride on the bus was a horror ride.
Then came year 11 when I attempted suicide on three occasions. I loaded a gun that my cousin ( who was in the navy) had brought back from Japan I never actually pulled the trigger. I suffered more bullying especially from a group of girls from the RAAF near my home. I have never ever like airforce people from that day on.
I liked to live the life of a recluse I would rarely leave my home and amuse myself with my cartoons and drawing.
I was very good at amusing my self since when I was born I had an allergy to all dairy products so I had spent the first 3 - 6 months in hospital on my own.
I also spent a lot of my child hood on my own.
Now I am relieved that I have got this off my chest so Thank you each and every one for putting up with my little story.
Sincerely
John
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